How Else

existence precedes essence still makes me dizzy feel endangered as if on a train to New Haven after a confusing weekend in New York Christmas photographs resume ritual embraces all subjective as if life really is a novel just as I expected phenomena without within blur together balance revealed as if astrology has any reality how else explain my Libra nature angst forgotten one wanders off here not pausing but composing as if having learned to be in more than one place at the same time