Sunday, September 30, 2007

Late Raspberries

writing letters ironing better than "Ethan Frome" late raspberries tomatoes burst in the rain farewell Faustino homeward after eighteen years friends gathered to appreciate his solid honesty tells truth mole might be hotter our beautiful farm his work fencing weeding moving hay so much to do how can the day be empty

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Another Planet

feverish digging fervent singing image elsewhere another planet universe be- long path leads here date Silver Grille Stewart Park really exists whether we want to go or not we choose together artichoke shrimps then crème brulée next slot Brush Creek a year away I don't fit anyway care do something one more beginner minds his merit

Friday, September 28, 2007

Special Water

revert to saved analyze syntax theatrical panic nails full moon scandalous roof provokes a raid deserved or not Ms. Bossy frank razor moodwise special feel feet drily telephone disputed warm time for stoves is that enough

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Being Brave

what follows another language ways ages long-distance travel being brave (Tobias Schneebaum) what else doing laundry dishes shopping housework accounts correspondence magazines shall I go on Friday's trash Saturdays recycling Tuesday Thursday I swim interminable meeting all procedure prompts consoling broadside that will do others who may demand less understand cliché depend on critics word views absorbable with drawn quarters butter faces no longer mine to judge no better than single stone

Familiar Rewards

continuity reaffirmed artistic domestic tasks pile up provoke future diligence squirming replaying Susan eventually dreaming wallet stolen bad scenarios meanwhile my own chair favorite latte free sunshine full moon promised rain cyclic paperwork personal attributes obligatory pleasures familiar rewards

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Can Do

every minute fun is that too much to ask landscapes amaze tenth time only drive hoping home then something else begins rereading "Nausea" turning point on train New York New Haven eighteen first ballet vodka blur vibration stirring reading alone better than remember before philosophy said "three o'clock is always too late or too early for anything you want to do" remark not literature by itself invites riposte equally witty including being happy can do gleeful funny fun to try

Monday, September 24, 2007

Real Pain

Marceau's exquisitely corny art stilled time was we had time for mime decide plan moment come just go go forward try another medium rare even now do anything it takes blows money neglect stubbornly redefied tyranny real pain

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Memorial Crosses

Dennis Kucinich holding hands calm wife strolling photo op beach memorial crosses speaks for peace rule of law social justice Sakana threatens Arigato so great Alfred open warmest affection think another best time Bicky duets many dinners open house no sorrow going anticipation transformed remembrance via incandescent moments rehearsed repeated each time immediate

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Instant Unity

too soon to say moving on a fond farewell thanks Laurel feeling mutual says everything as well as we can know each other music instant unity no common ground needing talk medium negotiate cooperate space color rhythm real breath play of characters interacting like life like what we would like

Friday, September 21, 2007

Soon Ended

like family completely vapid repetition is purely formal any resemblance factitious give in up unembarrassed well accepted small audience for experimental theatre this routine soon ended fresh made up downtown Riviera Mercedes John which preferable both classy neither one home peculiar exhaustion barely allows words

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Many Pleasures

91% chocolate practically medicinal I like sugar a little more perfect balance daily schmooze Maurie phone sitting stone step sun many pleasures Santa Barbara interviewed La Mama Troupe memories always awake journalistically curious not enough audience to congeal respond review mentioned Shelley Aeschylus wow 9/20/07 10:43 p.m.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Soft Self

meaningless Los Angeles all that effort I enter dazzled brightness colors cars my New York afoot Santa Barbara stay home garden murmur consider a pool our lives entirely artificial structure soft self stiff bones we are wrapped around naturally moving changeable inevitable regardless arbitrary forms friendship lasts longest whoever were dribbled caroming north warmer west work play lost frustration satisfaction returning faded lame eventually dead

Monday, September 17, 2007

Nearly Here

word becomes phrase image-thought edifice comes tumbling pure nonsense live between swells breath longing carries loving forward Philosophy, Lou thought and so did Cornelius, had trivialized itself right out of the ballpark. Nothing rose to plug the gap, to address what some called "ultimate concerns," unless you count the arts, the arts that lacked both epistemological methods and accountability, and that drew nutty people, or drove them nuts. (Annie Dillard, "The Maytrees") peanut butter honey whole grain sandwich cottage cheese yummy tomato orange juice good book sunny day duet fall nearly here

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Little Kisses

enchanted canton timeless placeless this sunshine could be Provencal it is Julia Child supervising her husband Buff Orpington invented the chicken staying home away complex society around the palace garage pool house rented others under salon emerge to garden clean wash dishes piling up boy fifty lets his robe hang open I don't mind one lies down with me I don't know who snuggle embrace little kisses I remember my herpes day let go goes pleasantly ear wax making distance kind companion in the other room thoughts of phoning calendar rules exactly as I projected

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Art Duty

no measure but inner intangible presumptive gratification art duty reason enough realest or social cohesion small group cooperating nothing results money reputation immortality sex expanded prospect that's what it means doing exposing imagined moral other people back to bed clouds pressure relief open day see-through book sun roses blissful relax intention expressed all see take or pass by

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Old Paint

boing then play on play the audience out notes all remain this person that tell each doing best color change coordinated oops taste all mine nothing else to depend on how then exactly express not wackiness what doing hold on thought dissolved like old paint bubbling stinking poison pencil point beyond lost weekend won flotation belt fluttering wings let's fly be there without actually we can both read between appointments kept love open planned forever who can come 9/13/07 11:15 p.m.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Every Word

the people doing it like it especially Jeannot's enjoyment pleases me it ran 70 minutes ideal People Show plenty in it Ginnie loved every word tomorrow an audience programs overwhelming confusion multiple intimate expression blind with ego inevitable calm focus fulfillment

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Beyond Control

how too consuming I forget familiar feeling mind boggled sapped riding beyond control creative surge crested whatever imagined exists as is a certain sag precedes survival nothing else body languishes only serves preorgasmic triste the price of having fun

Monday, September 10, 2007

Give In

I have tiredness no wonder where is my limo assistant masseur errand boy valet I park myself give in to cost joyful fuss at composition line imagine light set it up with Brad fast go right to it we know something at last actors each pursuing good flash imagination spirit of being making doing belief

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Quiet Gratitude

new friend revelations no one else talk to Dante Goethe George Eliot memory passion pleasant present blooming civilized quiet gratitude colors imagined by name number expression unveiled away from the screaming girls we have the best time talking over Argentine meat

Friday, September 07, 2007

Generous Helpings

move discombobulates smoothly recomforted John's amazing French mansion friendly hospitable warmth habits disrupted no wi-fi piano just as well move on production suddenly over hump permits me buy a present linen shirt white elusive deep green useful Oregon winter regular life runthrough reassuring is an hour enough it must be much coheres in timely passing Pavarotti gloriously recalled voice like steel service generous helpings imagine carrying his coffin

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Real Artistry

how unwind now focused fast nothing then all once again do repetition adding accents fast slow drunk southern expressionists I wish allow imagine act voilà! real artistry never mind arise ringing mine it's Michele tells me MySpace look my loved ones link I didn't know we're here there everywhere reading writing bedtime a timezone east

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Moral Pain

only money not as important as feelings oh money what is your position culture grinds always struggle money flows out where come in how bear it undefeated these barely floating money barrel tap imagine Iraqi pater familias if you dare live here it's relatively easy war far off baser instincts tamed law's advantage moral pain real suffering philosophy who are you no common reader seek nothing sit without good or bad news predictable everyone professional now

Monday, September 03, 2007

Vast Throngs

first performance Rosh Hashana (second day Ramadan) final Yom Kippur whole run high holy days wow! we are honored awed atoning push through to stark conviction tonight rethink Point Blank every night we will be wilder push tension order chaos process metaphysics confirms my intuitive reach emergence actively what is going on Labor Day final summer vast throngs ritually beached steep into rollers easy immersion paddle about chatting visitor I swim resident rarely turning into my father in this one way did I know him how reveal myself to sons mutually understood accepted how little is confirmed as if each alone crazy idea truer way appreciate enjoy

Sunday, September 02, 2007

So True

why can't I just sit down and read forget what other action catch up e-mail more forthcoming to friends watch tennis fidget go out anything to do list never ends meditate die is this poetry business interludes conventional practices maintained frivolous impulses joy expressed coupled over a thousand miles invisible inaudible even so true

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Far Out

computer sex machine ex gravitas I mean extraterrestrial ex cathedra explicitly ex trajectory excludes aspects rationalized public private my very subject to fits somber documentary Iraq "No End in Sight" fools acting without oversight unaccountable egg-faced blind pawns evil game shameful where in this God Laurel scrutinize monologues hold up high serious engagé humane far out