Saturday, September 10, 2005

Radiant Eye

summer ends cool air rain I wish only to stay home much too read write think board chores maintenance body joy life radiant eye turn wait wonder project what for what alternative warmer clothes gas heat drive less fly temptation quietude allow intuition anticipate whether why

Friday, September 09, 2005

Too Soon

after my nap it is windy I dont want to go to the theatre work patiently stay with the program this too shall pass too soon

Thursday, September 08, 2005

War Coming

jules austrian jim catherine french six american men marvel dangerous woman fun fast until the war men trench blast blast then slow quieter truffauts exuberance serves novel appropriates extends language film does everything free deconstructive another war coming cant go back

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Notes on Style

the sentence for its own sake words left out; extra words active punctuation assonance and alliteration minimum words; luxuriance unique images; patterns, echoes story in context: inner culture geography ambiguity everything for its own sake/being teemingness internal jokes freedom to do anything make reader work, wake take them inside

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Autumn Flame

Arnold Weinstein wit hip word worker all over plum Autumn Flame planted scripts copied punched bound sent I press on money tidy papers desk all place warm letter Ben no work day

Monday, September 05, 2005

Fast Lane

way too focused on myself both actresses phone! Sally NY woke us dawn in the fast lane Mary LA sounds up for it a star at TNC amazed I thought so isolated writing I told her the whole story sounded great she got it happening! Paul Santa Fe loves play cant see himself in it Lorin tossed broke arm

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Birthday Treat

thats not my view sex love violet speaks for herself for me close entwined best more transcend self honor other called Mary number message dug holes for trees one each light setup Brush Creek Abe tennis boring even grind classical cruise too crowded birthday treat Johns backyard party progressives revealed ripe raspberries before dark

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Romantic Stories

question ch'i I feel it what else lovers touch flows level sensitized feel it meditating web energy community sangha despite cultural barriers each for self privacy property right intention palpable not air five sense despite microwaves electrical body resonance field nothing matters more everything follows violet's romantic stories are too close to her heart she tries to detach and write again josh did tell violet that he loves her words that she has yearned for even though he tricked her into saying it first violet feels they are going through a very delicate moment for not only did she expose her heart so did josh violet's heart ached so when josh went to rome this is when she knew her love for him even when he came back she still felt the ache he left her with and could not declare her love for fear he would get scared violet remembers the moment she knew she wanted him and only him he had his hand on her stomach something happened she wanted no other ever to touch her again she never told that to josh she told the other men she no longer wanted to see them for still even after all this time they have not given up she is inundated with proposals you never gave me a chance or you would be happier with me for i can give you everything you need violet is not swayed or impressed by money she could be set forever never have to work again if she left josh for another violet does not mix sex with love sex is a pleasure love is deep within her soul a mystery of life a feeling beyond no other

Friday, September 02, 2005

Inspiring Speeches

Lorin graduated Oregon College Oriental Medicine Portland theatre full 63 new acupuncture masters commence inspiring speeches listening healing Amit Goswami quantum activist do-be-do-be-do Rocketboom unmediated helicopter New Orleans roofs water people stranded tough communicate no blame many doing much catastrophe no fix rebuild crazy it will happen again and again why wash we will only get dirty again why live we will only die why anything present good outweighs future doom deplore foolish waste improve social justice celebrate joyful now

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Love Tree

what thinking by not thinking "Trouble" hard sustain energy solo justify expense how else go back New York sans anyone produce care better "Half Life" undone before catchy bisexual insider plot off map how get anyone to notice bother Heather sez TNC pretty good deal thought so good to know thanks Bob recommends publicist $3000 ouch love tree flowering pear dark red leaves pink flowers spring for me a big maple shade studio afternoon sun blast too hot sitting end sit computer naked