Good Cheer

 my mind is reeling not to
mention incipient dizziness
the simplest things are too
complicated what became
of my fabulous competence
and tireless physical vigor

was it always like this not
really the new now still the
only one I can deal with it
possibly not so well but I
was never satisfied by my
own level of performance

can I still count on charm I
wonder demonstrate good
cheer as if I Ioved the world
as it is I feel reservations
does that compensate for
not really being a genius